There are days where we don't know what's happening
And even if we know what's happening, we don't know what to do
I'm confused
I'm discouraged
Most of all , I'm scared
I'm scared of what's ahead of me and what's beside
I dare not move . I can only stand still in my own position
Who knows what will happen if I move
Sometimes I just feel like curling up and cry
Sometimes I just feel like screaming
Sometimes , I just feel like running away
Why does it have to be this hard ?
Why can't I know everything ?
This is my first time in forever , I felt something like that
So conflicted at something that's not even my fault
It's not even in my division
But to say that it's totally not , it's not true either
I've a choice , and I chose to stay
So I face what's ahead of me , on my own will
Sometimes , we just got to fight for what we believe in
Even if it means standing alone