Feel Like Running Away

There are days where we don't know what's happening

And even if we know what's happening, we don't know what to do 

I'm confused 

I'm discouraged 

Most of all , I'm scared 

I'm scared of what's ahead of me and what's beside 

I dare not move . I can only stand still in my own position 

Who knows what will happen if I move 

Sometimes I just feel like curling up and cry 

Sometimes I just feel like screaming 

Sometimes , I just feel like running away 

Why does it have to be this hard ? 

Why can't I know everything ? 

This is my first time in forever , I felt something like that 

So conflicted at something that's not even my fault 

It's not even in my division 

But to say that it's totally not , it's not true either 

I've a choice , and I chose to stay 

So I face what's ahead of me , on my own will 

Sometimes , we just got to fight for what we believe in 

Even if it means standing alone